After Therapy

Sometimes, after therapy, I treat myself to cake as I go through my therapy notes. It helps me relax a little and process the new things I learned. Today, I do exactly that. I'm not left alone however. A child stares at me with their eyes wide and then runs around the coffeeshop without a…

sad today

often, sad is not gentle tears from long eyelashes sad is wanting to shout but not too loud, not too noticeable sad sometimes is frustration over every sound from your lips sad sometimes is looking at the world and seeing only the ugliness in yourself at times, less often than before but still there, sad…

Fanfiction Shame

Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com I have come to realize that I have written way more fanfiction than I have original fiction. Although I feel good about people enjoying my work in my multiple fandoms and I am happy about bringing to life my ideas on characters that I love, I find myself saying, "Okay this…

Last Therapy Session

  Photo by Mikey Dabro on Pexels.comToday, I want to take a moment to look back and appreciate myself and the progress I have made in the past few months. My last meeting with my therapist was different from the others. Nothing overtly major, just different, in a good way? For one, we didn't have…

mind thoughts

It's so weird that putting holes in our ears is socially acceptable but removing a fetus from a body isn't. Society is so very weird and its rules commonly benefit the already privileged. Is it always going to be like this? I have been going through a lot recently. It seemd like every bad thing…

Finding a Home

Note: This is a story sequel for Chignon by Chi Chun. This was written for a literature class. 🙂   What, after all, is eternal in this world, and what is worth being serious about? “Like I said, this is the main question you need to answer in your final paper. Remember--”   The bell…

Pain and Memories

By the time she thought she had let go, she was reminded that that was not the case at all. She had not moved on, just moved forward without acknowledging what she felt. She didn't find any fault in that, but that was what held her back. "I want to forget. Remembering is so painful."…

Some Updates? 8/22/2019

Hey there! It's been a hot minute since I've posted here, and there's really no reason for me to continue to do so since this blog is kind of just a place for me to let my feelings out there. Like, I don't intend to be this amazing journalist or storyteller on the internet. This…