I posted about being kicked out of college a few months ago and I just wanted to talk about how I’m doing. This is kind of unlike my usual posts, since this isn’t really planned and a little just me ranting about my life, but I think it’s therapeutic and helps me get things in perspective.
I have found a school that will accept me since I got kicked out. That’s a cool thing. However, this school has neither what I want to major in and the kind of work I want to participate in. Perhaps I’ll try to reapply to my previous school at some point, but my therapist has told me to keep an open-mind. So. That’s what I’m working on.
Struggling very much with my self-confidence, I have to watch my self-talk and train my mind and body to accept that this is what is happening and this does not diminish my value in any way. Of course, that is way easier said than done, but I am starting and I think I’m making progress.
It has been a pretty laidback period of my life school-wise compared to the gruesome workload I had to work on before. I think it is a good way to help my body get used to productive routines while not stressing myself out so much. Additionally, I don’t find any solace in not doing anything at all so this light load and a consistent schedule is helpful for me, I think.
That’s all for now. This was fun. I hope you had a good day!